yay tag board sucks so i made a new one haha... i kope frm rach... thanks babe :) oh yay exams are almost over... 5 more papers to go! haha tt doesnt sound as nice as it feels heehee... i totally din do anything today! just watched tv and slept heh. must take a break every now and den ya noe :)

hiahz i was just thinking abt rich and poor pple... like i guess noone would think tt they are rich rite haha daddy keeps telling us tt we are poor... i think we are ok... like we have more than enough so in a way i guess we are rich! haha... nvm lah. its not impt anyway... but i guess it doesnt seem important to me cos ive never really felt "poor" like. in any way... which i really think God for! cos i know that its by His grace... but maybe it would have been better for my character developement if i really was poor... its like. i sometimes force myself to think of maybe what will i feel if i din have a maid... if i had to like clean my own dishes... and clean my own toilet or soemthing...like today some guy was fixing the toilet tiles den outside my room very dusty so i asked ah moi to go and mop it and i was like watching tv... wad if i had to clean it myself... i think it would never have gotten clean lor...so i guess in a way i guess if i din have a maid i would be a better person... but well. i dunno haha. i dun want to not have a maid... oh wells.God has His own timing for everythign so im sure He will teach me self sufficiency in His own time! i dunno if i envy my frens hu have less than i do cos if some catastrophe happens im surethey will be more able to handle it than me... but well im happy where i am lah haha... :)

now im reading middlemarch by george elliot... its well. deep haha... but qt nice i geuss... but alot of the stuff totally goes over my head lah... i was reading the intro analysis and i was like HUH haha... but it kinda seems to be going nowhere hmm oh wells. and i still prefer thomas hardy haha... but oh man its a super thick book ok!!! and the words are super small... i will TRY to finsih it! i was just rereading shopaholic for like the third time and i realise tt i am alot like becky! not in the shopaholic stuff... but she tries to hide frm reality and i guess so do i! like she will hide stuff tt she doesnt like and well i guess i do tt too... like avold issues and things... and oh man. like when i read how she gave in a check and "forgot" to sign it to buy time i realsie tt i did the same thing with stuff tt we were supposed to get our parents to sign and i forgot! hahaha. oops. ok i just thot it was a coincidence! ok actually i read a part in middlemarch tt i wanted to share but i forgot it!!! and like. its impossible to find. so oh well haha. nvm.just hope the book gets more interesting heh